pissed. why the hell is it so difficult for narcotics anonymous to have an accurate meeting directory online?? i ended up at some grizzled oldtimer aa meeting, where the chair stopped the meeting to ask me if it was my first meeting. i was late after going to the location for the nonexistant na meeting, and was directed to a meeting which turned out to be said geezer-fest. feeling very very uncomfortable and wondering if they'd kick me out for mentioning na, i kept my mouth shut and listened to the 8th step sharing, reminding myself that there is a reason i was there. i am currently struck down with exhaustion and a plugged ear, can't hear anything, a deep vibrating in my skull when i hear bass. i ran a good 3 miles today, so at least i'm doing something productive. glad to be in macon, though. it's beautiful.